[He answers before he can even wonder at why she's asking that now. It's easy to remember on account of how that suit is burned into his memory. Gwen is pretty! And that was...It was a lot of skin. Wei Wuxian prides himself on being a gentleman and not a creep, but he can't do anything about how the shock factor means he will literally never forget.]
[ he gets no response but for her laughter. brief, quiet, and a laugh, nonetheless. the sound surprises even her. she hasn't felt much desire to laugh, or for anything, these days.
gwen could easily avoid his attempts, but where's the fun in that? they wrestle together playfully back onto the bed. her short hair fans out on the pillow behind her.
a little glimmer has returned to her blue eyes. she boops his nose, and drops her hand on the bed close to his. the pads of her fingers find his palm. ]
[At the sound of her laughter, Wei Wuxian's eyes widen and twinkle with mirth, but in honor of the game he keeps the distraught pout on his face while the wrestle, only allowing a smile to slip onto his face once they've settled again.
The bop to his nose is warm and familiar and he ducks his head, affection bleeding into his every pore. It's nothing to close his hand gently around hers and thread their fingers together.]
I can't believe you tickled me. I haven't been so harassed since I was three. [And then without thinking, his voice gone petulant] Xianxian is too old to tickle!
[He's not mad about it. His cheeks flush red at the slip-up (and there's a lot to say about Gwen pulling out that side of him) but he grins all the more for it.]
Yes, I am Xianxian! Xianxian is three! [Pause.] What's Elmo?
Now, wait. Is Xianxian three or is Xianxian too old to tickle? Because I don’t think you can be both at the same time.
[ as she speaks, the hand in his briefly tightens its hold: crossing into uncomfortable, not enough to be painful. it coincides with her eyes flicking toward something (someone) in the room that only she can see. her legs pull closer into her body. ]
[Wei Wuxian is caught, his eyes growing larger as he realizes she has seen straight through the flaws in his logic. He could try to argue his way out but he'd seen that shift and he squeezes her hand instead, pouting harder.]
...the cut off for tickling is 2 years and 11 months, of course.
Oh, of course. How silly of me. Gwennie would like to say “I’m sorry” to Xianxian.
[ it’s easier to keep the game going. she focuses on his face and his ridiculous pout and pretends like her life and sanity depend on it. (lately she fears they do.) ]
[He doesn't have to force himself to smile to keep up the distraction, the beaming grin he shoots her entirely sincere.]
Gwennie is forgiven because she is Xianxian's best friend. How old is Gwennie? [As he asks, he curls closer to her, turned into her like they're passing secrets between them.]
Then Gwennie is Xianxian's jie. [It only hurts a little and mostly it's a good hurt. Verbalizing what has been true for a while now doesn't change anything that he hasn't already accepted.]
That makes me your didi. And it means...it means we'll always look out for each other. [He pauses, eyes gone soft and shy. It's a lot to ask of her. Presumptuous to claim her as family. But he's dead and it's not like he has anything to lose. Here on the Ximilia and in all of the worlds it takes them too, aren't they all orphans of a sort?]
[ her eyes, blue as a summer sky, do not move away from his hopeful face. her heart feels like it has been caught in a vise, but as is true for wei wuxian, it’s a strangely good ache…more because she too needed the reassurance.
more than once she has had to bite her tongue to stop herself encouraging him to leave. they have a mission, a purpose. he never signed up to play nurse to a girl vividly hallucinating. she hates being a source of worry. (she hates feeling so powerless.)
wei wuxian, though… he makes it easy. they just clicked. like they were always meant to know one another.
gwen reaches for him. ] Yeah. [ her fingers tenderly brush his jaw. ]
It means you can always count on me. No matter what.
[The slight hesitation in his face vanishes and his expression blossoms into unadulterated affection. He squeezes the hand still threaded with his own and curls closer to her.]
You too. You'll never have to face anything alone.
I know. [ he doesn’t need to reassure her. he has proven it with every song he has sung, each time he speaks to her just so she can listen to a different voice, each time he returns with a rare treat or trinket he thought might amuse her. he has been proving it every day that he stays.
she settles her head against his shoulder. her hand drops from his face to his chest. his heart drums a steady beat beneath her fingers.
her voice is quiet, barely more than a whisper, when she says, ] Thank you.
[When he'd first arrived on the Ximilia, the casual touch between men and women he'd encountered had been one of many parts of his culture shock. It wasn't that he didn't understand it (on the hardest nights in the burial mounds, sometimes he would reach for Wen Qing's hands and she wouldn't swat him away) but it took him some time to realize that it was acceptable. Now, he doesn't feel even the slightest hesitation as he lays an arm around Gwen's side, hand resting on her shoulder and casually drifting up and down her arm.
It doesn't feel scandalous. It feels right. It feels warm and important and good.]
Mmm. Go to sleep. I'd braid your hair while you sleep but you'd wake up to a tangled mess.
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[He answers before he can even wonder at why she's asking that now. It's easy to remember on account of how that suit is burned into his memory. Gwen is pretty! And that was...It was a lot of skin. Wei Wuxian prides himself on being a gentleman and not a creep, but he can't do anything about how the shock factor means he will literally never forget.]
Wait. Why?
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How am I supposed to forget it? It was so—[He snaps his mouth shut suddenly and turns very red.]
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You want to finish that sentence?
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No.
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then her hands mercilessly flit to his sides in a tickle attack. ]
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Can't you go back to playing with my hair? I liked that, it felt nice! Why are you attacking me!
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gwen could easily avoid his attempts, but where's the fun in that? they wrestle together playfully back onto the bed. her short hair fans out on the pillow behind her.
a little glimmer has returned to her blue eyes. she boops his nose, and drops her hand on the bed close to his. the pads of her fingers find his palm. ]
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The bop to his nose is warm and familiar and he ducks his head, affection bleeding into his every pore. It's nothing to close his hand gently around hers and thread their fingers together.]
I can't believe you tickled me. I haven't been so harassed since I was three. [And then without thinking, his voice gone petulant] Xianxian is too old to tickle!
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Xianxian? [ 1) that is absurdly cute. and 2) ] That’s a big word for Elmo.
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Yes, I am Xianxian! Xianxian is three! [Pause.] What's Elmo?
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Now, wait. Is Xianxian three or is Xianxian too old to tickle? Because I don’t think you can be both at the same time.
[ as she speaks, the hand in his briefly tightens its hold: crossing into uncomfortable, not enough to be painful. it coincides with her eyes flicking toward something (someone) in the room that only she can see. her legs pull closer into her body. ]
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...the cut off for tickling is 2 years and 11 months, of course.
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[ it’s easier to keep the game going. she focuses on his face and his ridiculous pout and pretends like her life and sanity depend on it. (lately she fears they do.) ]
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Gwennie is forgiven because she is Xianxian's best friend. How old is Gwennie? [As he asks, he curls closer to her, turned into her like they're passing secrets between them.]
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[ she holds up three fingers. not two. not four. three. ]
The half is important.
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Then Gwennie is Xianxian's jie. [It only hurts a little and mostly it's a good hurt. Verbalizing what has been true for a while now doesn't change anything that he hasn't already accepted.]
That makes me your didi. And it means...it means we'll always look out for each other. [He pauses, eyes gone soft and shy. It's a lot to ask of her. Presumptuous to claim her as family. But he's dead and it's not like he has anything to lose. Here on the Ximilia and in all of the worlds it takes them too, aren't they all orphans of a sort?]
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more than once she has had to bite her tongue to stop herself encouraging him to leave. they have a mission, a purpose. he never signed up to play nurse to a girl vividly hallucinating. she hates being a source of worry. (she hates feeling so powerless.)
wei wuxian, though… he makes it easy. they just clicked. like they were always meant to know one another.
gwen reaches for him. ] Yeah. [ her fingers tenderly brush his jaw. ]
It means you can always count on me. No matter what.
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You too. You'll never have to face anything alone.
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she settles her head against his shoulder. her hand drops from his face to his chest. his heart drums a steady beat beneath her fingers.
her voice is quiet, barely more than a whisper, when she says, ] Thank you.
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It doesn't feel scandalous. It feels right. It feels warm and important and good.]
Mmm. Go to sleep. I'd braid your hair while you sleep but you'd wake up to a tangled mess.
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Thanks to you I end up with an undercut.
[ and wei wuxian is not allowed to like her haircut. ]
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