[ He still avoids looking at Wei Wuxian, which is easy, considering the fact that he spent so long not looking at him and the lights are dim.
He wants to look, however. Wants to look at him and keep looking, but that's an indulgence Lan Wangji can't afford. Doesn't deserve.
He nods, recognizing it is likely hard to see in the dark, so he adds, ] Yes.
[ A moment of hesitation, and he folds the note in two. To leave the note and flee, to tell him and throw away the note? Too many choices and he doesn't know the right one.
He inhales, then lifts his eyes to look at Wei Wuxian. ] A-Yuan is safe and well, in good hands. [ It's better than letting him just read the note, even if the words are difficult to say. He sets the note down on the edge of the bed. ] To read when you wake up from dreams about him.
[ There, duty done. He shifts to rise from his kneeling position, so he can let Wei Wuxian get back to sleep. ]
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He wants to look, however. Wants to look at him and keep looking, but that's an indulgence Lan Wangji can't afford. Doesn't deserve.
He nods, recognizing it is likely hard to see in the dark, so he adds, ] Yes.
[ A moment of hesitation, and he folds the note in two. To leave the note and flee, to tell him and throw away the note? Too many choices and he doesn't know the right one.
He inhales, then lifts his eyes to look at Wei Wuxian. ] A-Yuan is safe and well, in good hands. [ It's better than letting him just read the note, even if the words are difficult to say. He sets the note down on the edge of the bed. ] To read when you wake up from dreams about him.
[ There, duty done. He shifts to rise from his kneeling position, so he can let Wei Wuxian get back to sleep. ]